My IBS is acting up tonight which almost made physical therapy impossible. However, I took and med and pushed through because sometimes that’s what you’ve got to do. But I also have been dealing with excessive dizziness and shocks to my head. I was in the middle of class when – zap – my left side hurt – and then it was gone. The first few times this happened I went to the ER. I wasn’t sure if it was a stroke, seizure or what – now I know it as one of my bodies idiosyncrasies.
Yesterday my doctor took X-rays. I was hoping that they’d fine something that would indicate a problem. As much as I’ve tried to embrace my bodies aches and pains – it’s kind of like cuddling with a cactus – no matter how loving you try to be it still sucks. She said she should get the results today, but if she did I haven’t gotten a call from her yet. That place only calls if there is a problem. Otherwise I get the results a week or so later in the mail. And they are pretty quick and efficient. So basically that old adage no news is good news is quite the opposite here. I want them to find something. I don’t even care if it’s a benign cyst the size of Alaska. I want an answer! That said I really hope they don’t call tomorrow and say I have a cyst the size of Alaska though that’d really explain why I can’t lose weight.
I want to go to bed but I teach a class 12am to 12:40. What unhealthy person signs up for such a shift? Only me!